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How much more is there, really, for her to say about the darkest time in her life?

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Now, in her own words, here is what stood out from Spearss tell-all.

As of writing, Spears is still not sure why she was allowed to be put into a conservatorship.

Spears filmedHow I Met Your Mothera few weeks into her conservatorship.

She says she felt that her father saw her only purpose as helping with the familys cash flow.

To be clear, this was before the first date.

Because everything was monitored, Spears tried to smuggle cell phones and fight back.

I felt scared, she says.

Ill be honest, I was fucking miserable.

She says she went into autopilot and did what she was told to spend time with her children.

Her father called her fat and regulated what she ate.

For two years, I ate almost nothing but chicken and canned vegetables, Spears says.

Spearss father forced her to announce the Domination residency.

She told her team for months that she didnt want to do the show.

Spears says that she learned of the Free Britney movement from a nurse at the rehab facility.

Seeing them marching in the streets, chanting Free Britney!

that was the most amazing thing Id ever seen in my life, she writes.

She says the truth was that she had been locked in a facility against her will for months.

Rosengart immediately set out to dismantle the conservatorship.

Spears doesnt think her family truly understands the lasting damage the conservatorship has done to her.

Because of the residual anger against her family, Spears says she now suffers from debilitating migraines.

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