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When he ultimately went under, he recalls screaming, Not today, motherfucker!
Elsewhere in the interview, he recalls wondering amid extreme pain what would happen to him.
Im thinking, like, Whats my body look like?
Am I just gonna be like a spine in a brain like a science experiment?
Is that my existence now?
I sorta felt like I just, What am I whats my existence gonna be like?
I have no regrets.
Id do it again.
I refuse to have that be a trauma and to be a negative experience, Renner says.
That is a man Im proud of, because I wouldnt let that happen to my nephew.
So I shifted the narrative of it being victimized or making a mistake or anything else.
I refuse to be fucking haunted by that memory that way.
