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As we suspected, going to prison hasnt been very Shah-mazing for Jen Shah so far.

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Acopyof the entry was uploaded to Shahs Instagram, along with avideoof her husband reading it aloud.

I am truly scared.

I feel physically sick, she writes.

I feel like I dont belong here.

I thought I could do this but Ive decided I cant.

I want to go home right now, but I know that is impossible.

c’mon Allah help me, c’mon.